📖 Overview
Sydney Whitman's father, a respected therapist in their small town, dies in a car crash. Sydney refuses to believe it was an accident, especially after June Copeland - a popular student from school who was one of her father's patients - starts appearing in unexpected places.
As Sydney processes her grief, she becomes fixated on uncovering what really happened the night of her father's death. Her investigation leads her into June's world, forcing her to question everything she thought she knew about her father's life and work.
While searching for answers, Sydney must navigate her complex relationships with June, her best friend Olivia, and her grieving mother. The story combines elements of mystery and psychological suspense with an authentic portrayal of loss and teenage life.
This novel explores themes of truth, secrets, and how well we can truly know the people closest to us. The narrative examines grief through a teenage perspective while questioning the boundaries between paranoia and legitimate suspicion.
👀 Reviews
Readers describe this as a slow-burn mystery that focuses more on grief and sexuality than traditional thriller elements.
Readers appreciated:
- The authentic portrayal of teenage relationships and coming out
- Raw depiction of grief and therapy sessions
- The atmospheric small-town winter setting
- LGBTQ+ representation without making it the main focus
Common criticisms:
- Pacing feels too slow for a thriller
- Mystery element takes a backseat to character study
- Some found the ending anticlimactic
- Side characters lack development
Ratings across platforms:
Goodreads: 3.8/5 (13,000+ ratings)
Amazon: 4.2/5 (500+ ratings)
StoryGraph: 3.75/5
Notable reader comments:
"Captures the messiness of processing grief as a teenager" - Goodreads review
"Expected more mystery, got a character study instead" - Amazon review
"The winter atmosphere adds to the creeping dread" - StoryGraph review
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🤔 Interesting facts
🌟 Savannah Brown wrote this YA thriller when she was just 21 years old, after gaining popularity as a YouTube poet and content creator
📚 The book explores themes of grief and sexuality through the lens of a teenage girl who believes her father's car accident was actually murder
🎭 The main character, Sydney, works at a funeral home – a setting that creates a unique parallel to her own experiences with death and loss
💫 Author Savannah Brown openly identifies as bisexual and incorporates authentic LGBTQ+ representation into her storytelling
🌙 The novel's dark atmosphere was influenced by Brown's love of horror films and psychological thrillers, particularly those that focus on teenage protagonists